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N Tuesday, November 30, 2004


flying white shooting star

everyone was over at my plc last night. first was mj. came over to watch tape and to use my comp. then came along cher bringing along D24 durians and her porridge. followed by jiang bringing kfc for mj and herself. what a mess in my hse with all sorts of food and smell. next, ian came over bringing nth. lol. and actuallie all along, mj was supposedly to be the only one coming over. anws, got off at 1 headg to mj hse supposedly to play mahjong but ended up playg monopoly. -.- yupps. and on our way to mj hse, we saw white shooting star flyg up to the sky and onto the floor. my heart cracked i swear. but no, my phone is fine. just some parts being chipped off. no thnks to cher my phone flew damn high up. i almost woke the whole neighbourhood up by my screams. lol. yarr and next.. we saw an orange thing flyg into the sky and next thing you knw, another orange thing fell to the floor. yes, my knees are in pain now. cuts and bruise. ha. no thnks to cher i fell. ha. both my phone and myself suffered because of SOMEONE called CHERINE. hahaha. and it all happened because of her mogu (a stupid orange cushion). ha. got up to mj hse and ian helped me wash the wounds and applied some antiseptic cream. ha. played monopoly till we all got so bored that we all decide to play it the other way. everyone was dying to be bankrupt to finish their game. ha! aft that, we played daidee and loser with most card got to drink a cup of water. yes, bloated me. lols. home aft that and at 2plus some idiot woke me up to down town.

watched polar express. quite alrights la. ian came in 1 hr later. -.- and i dint even knw he watched the show before. he was like telling me wads gonna happen next. ha. yupps. dinner at lj walked ard and again, arcade as usual. bck to tpy to rot and im HOME nw. early! yays.

bow >> hey hey! lols. saw u in town the other time! hope you enjoyed ur holidays so far. ha.

jiang >> no time jiang. haha. yes, loser. u had to use my com to tag that. BAHA. nw, u cnt see this msg until you are at someones hse again. lol! =x


2:40:00 AM


N Sunday, November 28, 2004


grad night

ha. its been a while since i've post a new entry. have no time to either update or maybe, lazy. went for the 1988 batch grad night. and the night before, all of us were at mj's hse gambling away. ha. so, mj did not slp the night before her grad night at all. lol. and i swear shes a very last min person. hair nt done, nails nt done.. everything is actuallie nt done. lucky she has the grp of us that stayed and help her. met at five. hit the hotel and WHOLE MESS started. haha. there she goes unpacking her things to use. wht it is make up stuff, hair stuff, clothes, heels. please. the hotel is worse than anything esp when 5 of em are sharing the rm. mj was practically the queen.. havg me cher and jh to help her with her hair and make up. and she was still complaining this and that. ha. grad starts at 630. and at 615 she was still doing her hair. and pz? she came to the hotel at only bout 6. huw abt dan? 615. HA. tell me, which one of em is nt a last min person? haha. they were rushing here and there screaming findg their things. and me? i was the girl who kept goin up and down the lift to pick ppl up to the rm. the best was sam and gerry. at 630, they were still in berms and tshirts can? so got em up and off they went. of cus, late. so the whole hotel rm was ours! muahaha. and me, being kind hearted help em pack their room. ha. got out of the hotel for dinner at 9, aft sg idol. went bck to find em to take fotos and finallie left at 11plus. haha. was a rushful day. and guess who we met! christopher lee frm sg idol at the hotel. haha. yupps. and the other day, i met syl, david yeo and beverly? haha.

hit town today. ever boring plc with mj, evan and ian. look for job, played arcade/pool, dinner and bck to tp macs to rot. played pool with the "lub lub lub" guy. hahahahahaha. yerps. then accompany mj for prata. BAHA. and im sad. i realised im all alone on the 1st, 2nd and 3rd of dec. =( anyone wants to go out with me? haha. and yes, my fone is getting a lil too quiet. no msgs at all. sigh.. haha. im waitg for the nxt bill to arrive to see huw cheap my fone bill can get. lol. and yes, anyone wanna get me jack jack pillow, cushion and holder frm macdonald? please? :D

peizhen >> haha. yes. glad you knw jack jack is MINE. hehs. sure. i'll let him be ur eyecandy. nth more than tt. haha. and urs Os are alr over. thats fast. even ur grad is over. haha. and i'll try gettg jack jack vcd? =D

sick partner >> ya ya. when im sick i will tink of you. thats huw i misses you. hahha. bet you too right? hehs. miss sitting nxt to me? haha.

evan >> haha. yes. and we just went out today.

jh >> whatever u tink it is. ha. dunt tink u'll get to see this too. simply cus ur comp broke down. BAHA. oops.

alts >> hey my common peasant!! haha. yea.. its been a long time since i called you that too. hahas. yupps. grt to see ya too. moreover ure in a dress!! haha. yes, im doing fine. yupps. catch up soon! tkcr! love.


4:02:00 AM


N Saturday, November 20, 2004


my two votes counts :)

life is boring. im still waitg for the big Os to be over before i can catch up with all of them. bt well, alr caught up with mj and qb yst evening. headed to fork and spoon supposedly there for dinner bt i was too into the tv so ended up nt eatg while the 2 of em had their dinner. pool was nxt and later, cabbed to prata hse to meet alex and teck ching. no thnks to the heavy rain. yeap, just sat there and talk and waited for the rain to stop before heading to mj hse to play mj. ha! got hm at 7.

i dunt knw huw many times must you lie, huw many times must you create a misunderstanding between my friendship with someone. listen up for once and for all, i do NOT like anyone nw. stop telling every guy im interested in em, cause i am fuckingly not. thnk you. any misunderstanding cleared? i seriously hate this kinda shit. if you consider urself as my friend, stop it. does anyone seriously knw me? what am i thinking?

and im fuckingly pissed off now. major big time. nobody ask u to care. im the one lying on it. if im not bothered, why shud u be? im nt allow out, im not allow to bring anyone in. what the hell do you want from me? urgh. i feel like a sandwich. HA. just leave me alone.

BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT. imfine.

beach volleyball anyone? ha.

jiang >> thanks. you too mann. haha. dunt give up too fast or u'll live with regrets. just leave things naturally. if its urs, it will be. if its nt, it will nv be. if this is nt urs, leave it. wait for the nxt one. anything you may come and find me. =)

mingjie >> haha. thanks. i will be supporting you too! faster finish ur Os so we can catch up with each other. im so missing your accompany. haha. and of cus im nt alone.. cus i have you to bother me. haha. =x

tiff >> yeas. i knw. you too ah. i knw ure havg some r/s prob nw. so anything, u can come find me. i will do anything to help you! dunt worry too much.

tng >> OH SHUT UP TNG. hahaha. so what if u have alr finished ur phys! haha. cn lemme copy? hahas. you must have seen my wishlist first before getting the things i want. you purposely right! copycat. first u stole the water bottle i want. nw wad? hahaha. laughter also wanna try copy me. stop copyg me i tell you! im nt as rich as u wad. cn get wad u want.. ur dad's a millionaire. what to do? im so poor i dunt mind gg ur hse to be ur maid! lols. and you havent ask me out or invite me over to ur hse yet! IM WAITING..

peizhen >> who else have tt gross surname except vanessa? hahas. aww. nvm, i'll save tt 6.50 that u spend on taxi to watch my jack jack! :D dunt pretend, you just merely change the head to ur tt "sexaye" woman's head.. using my body!! hahaha. and yes. i miss you too. lets watch jack jack!! wheeeeeeeeeee.


6:29:00 PM


N Monday, November 15, 2004


its one of those nights again

i dunt knw whats wrong. something just hit me and i kept on going back. i dunt like the way im living, i dunt like my identity and i hate myself for who i am; i wish to be someone else. i was thinkg, i cud have prevented that "off", i cud have have prevented many other things frm happening. all these cud have been a change of history in my life and of course, a change of me nw. it wudnt have started right frm the beginning. but, no regrets. all the regrets i have, was nt making it long. i wunder where do i stand nw, in that plc, nw that everything's gone and i hate myself for that. and i hate those misunderstandgs that has been goin on. i HATE people who misunderstand me.

i have an ugly past and i blame myself for it. i have to live with it for the rest of my life. if theres a second chance, i wanna rewrite my past 16yrs of life. i just dunt like being me. sorry for this entry, something just got over me and i had to reflect. everything is impossible. everything is fated. its god's plan and he has his reasons for all his doings - that is to make you learn frm your mistakes and stand up fast. thats huw people grow and change too. they grow stronger and their way of thinking wud sink into a deeper level. this is life. you got to live with it. there is no second chance to what you've done. i shudnt be complaing about my life. there are people worse off than me. so SHUT. im indeed very fortunate.

what a contradicting entry. ignore me please.


1:32:00 AM


N Friday, November 12, 2004


the night owls

all of us are night owls nw. people slp at night, we slp in the day. thurs night had prata and headed to zack plc for mahjong. we shud have just gamble! lady luck was just on my side. of all four times i played, i won all. ha. the guys are lousy. they cud nt take the tiredness and therefore, all of em started fallg aslp. 3 of them went ahead for brkfast without me and i went hm to slp.

friday was a fast one. town, pool, prata. ian came down for awhile for pool and aft which kiwi came down and join us. yupps. hit marina south aft prata, leavg my slippers with kiwi. haha. me mj and cher only had 11bucks with us and every taxi came, we had to ask if its enluff to bring us there. one said need 15bucks, the other said 20plus. the last one said 10plus. what a huge difference huh? bowled and played pool again till bout 6. booked a cab to drive us bck to tpc. what a stupid taxi driver who cheated our money. he made such a big round to tp thinkg we're stupid. he must have did that because he knew our "boss" was the one who paid for the cab fare. bleahs. had big brkfast for macs! ha. and aft brkfast. all of us headed hm.

3days of nights out so we all decided to stay hm today. cher might be coming to my hse tmr. hmm. yupps. 9 days before i have to hand in my 3 phy papers. i must start on my work real soon. ta. =)


11:22:00 PM


N Wednesday, November 10, 2004

funeral day - head to toe was nth else bt pure black

cabbed down for work. no thnks to the rain. and obviously the money is not frm my pocket. ha. suffered for 5hrs before headg to far east to meet my 2 ever dearest. ha. they were nice enluff to visit me in the evening. went bck to tp to poke ball and to peel flour. and we headed to macpherson for more of poking ball. almost all our expenses are not covered by ourself thou. cab and pool was paid by zack and the old man that we always see in tp gave us 10bucks to play pool too. and before this, we cheated those indian man at prata hse. lol. oops. headed bck to tp macs and then to city hall, airport to send rivand off. all of us were dead tired i swear. ha. decided to cab bck hm using tt 10bucks frm tt old man. and i decided to give work a miss today. was just simply too tired. ha. slpt my way tru till 7plus. alrights, i gtg. meetg em for prata. =)) while my sis will be bck hm in few hrs time? ha. ciaos.


11:38:00 PM


N Monday, November 08, 2004

misunderstandings cn cause a distance friendship

we're all too early for the sakae buffet so we ended up slacking in macs while jiang tried to look for jobs that was printed on the newspaper. finally at 3, we went up to eat - all starvg. but when we started eatg, we became full. so we started playg games.. ordering those food that looks yucks to us and those who cnt ans qns on each other will hafta eat it. ha. quite fun and at the same time, we got to knw each other better. tryg to win the num of plates i ate, cher went to eat another plate and she was practically stuffg the sushi into her mouth. haha.

pool was nxt and then jiang left. me and cher then slacked downstairs frm 645 till 10? haha. we stoned, we talk and we disturb. and i found out alot of stuffs too! hmmm. sounds interesting?

my life is in a pile of mess. ha. i dunt need those craps in my life and neither do i need such misunderstandgs to ruin a friendship. please dunt try to assume things anymore. i want my face god damnit.


10:56:00 PM


N Saturday, November 06, 2004

ralph lauren girls were in town. did you smell us?

hit town earlie in the morn and met minshan on our way to town. that guy.. nxt day got amaths still cn happily go town and slack. town was kinda boring. had too much time for everything so ended up walkg and walkg. bt here and there, we did some shoppg.. window shoppg mind you. ha. except nana. was stuck in taka for a short period of time due to the rain. aft the rain has lighten, we headed over to heerens where we saw minshan again. this time, with an xtra outfit. ha. he look damn funny! took a foto of him with jiang's fone. yupps, cont walkg and walkg. stop at food fest for dinner. walk more and then off to tp. headed to 600 macs to slack and to wait for mj. sat till bout 12 before headg hm. this time with another accompany hm - mj. haha. tt girl dint want to go hm earlie so she drop by at my hse. ha. was online chattg and laughg our heads off at our entertainers. haha. yupps, and she left at 4plus. continue slpg and woke up 3 times - 8plus and twice at 9plus scaring myself tt i overslpt and forgot to wake weekiat up. bt at 955 when my alarm went off, i dint wake up until my mum woke me up askg why got bird chirping sound. haha. and that was my alarm.

slacked the whole day. but managed to finish up 2 tapes. achievement! ha. 4 more tapes to go. and, i havent start on my hwks and phy, chi and ss revision! there will be test on the first wk of sch. wtf right. all of a sudden, 2 mths isnt enluff.

jiang >> you tricked ppl on ur blog say u nice isnt it? ha. and we dint ask u for the coupons on the nxt table, u wanted and needed the coupons urself. haha. of cus, i have alot of fans. ure just one tiny one. haha. kiddgs. =D

wee kiat >> its not WE ALL. haha. i said if anything frm your mum went missg, me and cher are innocent. so u shud knw who to look for nw huh. haha.


1:10:00 AM


N Friday, November 05, 2004

mad man alert

wed night was scary please. was out at night playg bball till 11plus before we head for prata for dinner. girls can really tok alot. we just sat there and before we knw it, it was 3plus. decided to head home and tts where we met a mad man cyclg. i knew it, me and jiang was dead - he was stalkg us and his eyes were wide enluff for gud stares.

headed to the 7-11 way near the library, hopg he wud cycle away. bt no. he was cyclg ard the open space until we walk off and he, followed behind. ha. he went missing for a min and the nxt min, he appeared again. ha. abit scary.. dunt even knw when and where he wud appear the nxt time. so, we headed to 7-11 to hide. jiang had her mum down and alex came down with teck ching for my rescue. haha. it may nt sound scary. bt this incident made the night a slpless night for both of us. no more late nights out please.

and jiang is an evil girl, she wanted to pungseh me all alone to face tt mad man while i wait for alex to arrive and she knew the mad man knws where the both of us were at. and tts was all bcus she wanted to save herself frm her mum's questiong abt alex. jiang is a very nice friend. indeed nice.

lucky enluff, alex came before the mad man cycled to our direction. and i was just tellg jiang before tt, tt i wunt be surprise if he cycle to our direction frm the other way. see, i can tell what a mad man is thinkg. ha!


10:35:00 PM


N Wednesday, November 03, 2004

jiang scares me

before i cud tell her i finish blogging..


`twentythree-o7//eighteen-o3 ; can i be your memory . says:
=D
and all the letters left unsent' says:
reading yr blog
`twentythree-o7//eighteen-o3 ; can i be your memory . says:
wa kao
`twentythree-o7//eighteen-o3 ; can i be your memory . says:
u every min refresh issit
and all the letters left unsent' says:
yeaa

tell me.. is jiang scary?


5:21:00 PM


i shudnt be thinkg bout this

alrights, dunt hafta guess who was late frm jiang's blog. i was the one. ha. oops. its nt my fault! my mum made me watch tv first. haha. okay, i knw i shudnt be pushing the blame. its my fault.

yupps. hit town by mrt and we practically combed up the whole of far east - were damn tired aft one plaza. our next stop was pac plaza and one guy caught me and cher's attention. ha. i must say that guy has his own style. since we were all damn tired, our legs brought us for dinner in order to sit. dinner was at bk. and jh was "nice" enluff to gave in to bk becus she dint mind bk. she just wanted coupons before eatg bk. so please dunt get trick by wad she said in her blog. very nice indeed jiang. ha.

wisma was next. and i swear we spend more than 15mins in the toilet. HA. then to taka body shop. we made a new friend name huishan. shes working at body shop. soon, we're gonna knw more town friends than tp. haha. again, we spend a thousand yrs in there because.. refer to jiang's blog if ure tt interested. ha. yes. decided to leave taka for cine. and, cher is damn lazie to open the door herself tt she ran up the escalator just to squeeze thru the 2 open doors and when we reached the doors, the doors happily slammed on us. the scene was damn funny mann.cine, took neos. up to lips, to eat. i mean, jiang and me accompanied cher to eat. bck to tp to poke balls. and cher told us sth which make me and jiang laugh non stop.

cher: you knw im damn scared to lift up my hands because the shirt is so tight i scared it wud tear.

yes. that sentence frm her make us laugh. btw, tt shirt was only 1 day old. ha! she warned us nt to blog bout it. oops. went to macs at 60o. waited for nana. made new friends with her friends. up to poke ball. we were damn surrounded. on our left was alex, our right, the guy tt was interested in jiang and our front, nana's friends. felt so.. bleahs. moreover all 3 tables knw each other. hiaks. prata was next. finallie got my treat frm alex. and we took cab there. see huw lazie we were. ha. but alex paid for the fare. sat there talk and laugh. made hella noise. the umbrella mad woman came for a visit. and it made us laugh even more. i was just tellg em tt the umbrella woman once use umbrella to poke me and the woman came and approach us for cans. the nxt min, she poke nana and b4 she left, she threw drinks at cher. haha. it was damn funny. and i realised one indian man there looked like .. with beard. and all of em agreed. haha. yupps. and i forgot to blog about sth tt happened at wk's hse. sth funny.

when we reached wk's hse tt night, me and cher wanted towel to clean ou legs and wk asked us to use the pink towel. the next morn aft bball.. kiwi was bathing and was askg for towel or sth. wk ask him to use the pink towel. me, cher n jiang was like "pink towel?" and then we started laughg. then we told wk why we were laughg. and he screamed damn loudly. all of us were thinkg why is he so concern for kiwi then he told us.. tt morn he used tt pink towel to wash his face. ha! and btw wk, tt pink towel.. cher used it that night for her bath too. lols. AND! this is impt.. me and cher is innocent if sth went missg frm ur mum. ha.

alrights, tink i over blogged. ha. jiang has been waitg for me to finish blogging since 4. and i took an hr to finish blogging. oops. shall get going otherwise shes gonna kill me. :))


4:06:00 PM


N Tuesday, November 02, 2004

ice tea, coke, sprite, grape, vanilla coke or 100plus?

we have a pig friend. her name is called cherine. she happily skipped maths lesson and slpt till 5plus this evening. her slp lasted for 18hrs plus, not 17hrs jiang. supposed to be in town by 5 and had arranged to meet jiang at 345 but heavy rain kept me home till 530. stupid jiang was late. bt cher was evn later. hrmms.. came at 625? ha. yupps! and i had accompany to tp today :))` met him at the lift on his storey and headed to tp. its first and many more. HA. got it?

shop and ate and shop. dint tink tt we wud shop tt much. bt all of us went hm with something.. esp cher. shes rich. bot a top and 2 bottoms and jiang, a top and a bottom. ha. im the poorest. haha. at giodarno, 3 of us went into the same changing room. ha. this shows huw close we all are. =)) and we made a new friend! dunt knw whats her name thou. ha. met her at where jiang n cher bot their clothes at. that girl damn cute la.. but the ahem at other shop was cuter. ha. bck to tp and since we were all damn thirsty, went to 7-11 for big gulp. please refer to jiang's blog for details of what happened in 7-11. sat outside macs to tok followed by hm. AND jiang is damn cheeky today. her eyes were runng all over the place please. stop looking jiang! ha. i bet she wunt be controlling her eyes again tmr since we're hittg town again. dint had enluff time for all of us to shop so more shoppg tmr! and money, please drop right before my eyes please. ha. anyone wants to sponsor all my stuffs to fulfill my wishes? haha. drm on.

maths lesson tmr again. and im feelg so bad. jiang is waitg for me to update my blog and while waitg, she fell aslp on the com table. ha. alrights, shall stop here thens. nights!

jiang : vanlida? is that correct?
me : whats that?

figure it out..




its vanilla. i got to say jiang passed her spelling.


1:28:00 AM


N Monday, November 01, 2004

im all dress up and ready but the weather is keeping me in.

im still pretty tired because of the lack of slp at wee kiat's hse. ha. took the last bus all the way to sengkang while cher had to cycle all the way there. had to wait for quite a long while before we cud get to see cher cus she was lost. ha. slacked at his hse and kiwi came.. the whole night we were all fighting for his single size bed when we cud have gotten the queen size in the other rm. lol. bt none of us fell aslp except wk himself, for awhile. used the comp the whole night to view pics and videos? yupps. and at 7am, all of us went to play bball. had fun. it has been awhile since i last exercise. gonna do tt more often mann. went bck to his hse aft 2hrs and bathed. poor wk nw has lesser shirts to wear. lols. yepp, then we ordered macs brkfast. it has been a while since i ate brkfast let alone, macs brkfast. and then all of us started fallg aslp. woke up and slacked before leavg at 6plus. got bck to tp and ate our dinner. along with us was mj. haha. yupps then it was home sweet home.

maths lesson today was alrights. slightly useful. ha. bt was almost fallg aslp. and and and! ms liow had to call me up at 6plus because she needed dictionary. ha. shes lucky tt i on my hp to slp last night. just had a feelg last night tt somehuw someone will msg or call me and so, i on my fone to slp. finallie passed her the ss and phy bk. a burden off my bck. lols.


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